Here and now.

Well it was stated to me that i need to write more, so here goes. I got the Sears job like I said, it's a really great job. Well it was a great job, now i am getting 3 hrs a week if I'm lucky. I'm also not allowed to complain about it, because my boss had warned me about it. I was told I "might want to get a part time job" Well my truck is broken so I already walk 4.6 miles one way to work, rain or shine. Therefore I really don't feel exactly like walking across town to another job too. I just seem to have a ton of bills all at once. I need a min of maybe $400 for my truck to fix it. Plus my registration on my truck is due in March, on top of that I need it smoged too. So you see everything kind of depended on my job, and it's currently falling through. Other than that, life itself is not going as good as it could be. I understand that two people in a relationship have their issues but sometimes we really clash. Don't get me wrong I love her very much we are engaged to be married in about 2 yrs. So I'm actually moving slow and steady this time. Considering I have a history of failure, and moving too fast. Well I think I have complained enough for now. I will write more later.