Long time Coming

I know it's been forever since I wrote a blog. My excuse is that I've been busy. Well lets see, since the last time I wrote, I've had my Job for 2 years. Yes I still work at Harbor Freight Tools in Chico Calif. Although I'm not sure if I still have that job. Maybe I should explain; my Mom got sick and so I took what I thought was a family medical leave. WRONG. Aparently everyone in HR is stupid and no one talks to anyone else. So now I'm fighting to keep my job. Well for those of you who may read this and actually know me, I'm not with Suzie anymore. I just couldn't do it anymore, I felt trapped and I just found myself not loving her anymore, realizing after 4 years together she still had no idea who I was. So a few weeks ago I left her and my son Brett. No worries though, I plan on taking care of him, I still love him. Well See not only that, but I couldn't deal with my loss or anything without hearing, "well she was my mom too." Well she wasn't her mom too, just my Sister's and I. No one else, so weither or not anyone else agrees or understands I had to leave, period. So now I find myself still unable to deal with the loss of my Mother. She passed away on Sept. 13, 2009 at 1530 (3:30 pm). I stay strong for my Dad. I hope that I still have a job to go back to, if not I'll survive, my Father always says we are survivors.